June 27th

As we approach June 27th this year I am in a conundrum, this day being the third anniversary of my dad's passing, and also Brad and my 11 month-versary. I adore Brad but I think this will still be a very difficult day for me.
I miss my daddy and well, I wish he were here to meet Brad. I know he would have liked Brad.
I struggle with the fact that he wasn't here to see my daughter graduate from high school and that wasn't here the first time and won't be here the second time to see me graduate from college. Or to see either of us get married, be happy and successful. He was suppose to be here to walk me down the isle when I finally found someone to put up with me long enough to marry my ass!!! I feel cheated that I won't get to dance with him at my wedding.
My dad was an amazing man and thankfully I now have another amazing man in my life, otherwise I might believe there were none to be found!