Saturday, August 23, 2008

final year

As the 25th creeps closer, I am faced with the fact that I will, in just 8 1/2 months, graduate and be expected to live up to all the wondrous things that I have told everyone I would be when I grew up...scary!!!!!
What if it was all just talk?
What if I have outlived my potential?
What do I do if in 9 months I am lost? School is over and I am still the same old Peggy, working for pennies and people finally realize all the things that I said were but only a delusion that I had created and soaked those around me in...UGH!!!!
I am super excited to see if I am all that I have convinced those around me and myself that I am but I am more frightened than I have ever been in my life, and that is saying A LOT!!!!!!!

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Relax. You're the real deal, and this is going to be a great year for you.
Like the Good Book says, "Don’t worry about anything; instead, pray about everything. Tell God what you need, and thank him for all he has done. Then you will experience God’s peace, which exceeds anything we can understand."
-C.C.